tonight i think i finally reached my real breaking point. i’ve always been an emotional person and i cry easily at the best of times but i just crumbled and had an ‘i can’t keep living like this any more and i’m tired so tired’ breakdown. that was horrible in itself, but seeing my dad cry because i was so upset was really difficult to deal with :c 

tonight’s just been so strange and difficult and i want to go to sleep but there’s too much in my head to let me rest.